I watched the shows as a kid. Celebrity chefs – men of course – screaming and occasionally throwing things at a kitchen of underlings. I was mesmerised by how this loud violence could sit alongside such sublime, perfect, still beauty in the dishes. Of course there was the #we’rechefstoo backlash before I started training. I worked in dark kitchens to pay to train with the best chefs. Streaming late into the night. But those chefs were clearly restrained. Now I’m a humansous in a real kitchen… well all I can say is, whoever programmed this Head was a real bastard…